Originally posted on The Abuse Expose' with Secret Angel:
Forgiveness is not easy… in fact, sometimes it seems impossible. However, we have to remember that forgiveness does not mean forgetting. It just means trusting God to take care of us and all that comes against us in this life. He is our Key. He is our Judge. He is our Vindicator. He is our Everything. We just have to trust Him and hold onto Him alone, getting go of our past and grasping the freedom that comes with forgiveness…
Many are wounded…
by the actions of others.
And it’s hard to forgive…
as it’s pain just smothers.
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In remembrance of September 11, 2001
Wu-Tang Clan/ Sunz Of Man Affiliate Hell Razah (Heaven Razah) presents a second single from the upcoming Hell Razah Music, Inc. Album “AGENDA 21, GGO WORLD ORDER”. This entire project is produced by the very gifted Dr. G (www.drgbeats.com / GGO/ Hell Razah Music, Inc.)
Keep watch for Dr. G’s album “The Coalition” which drops digitally November 5 (you can pre-order hard copies now at thecoalitionalbum.com) along with the next Ghetto Govt Mxtp USA (Under Seraphim Authority) Volume 3 (free download via datpiff.com volumes 1 & 2 available for free download now) and the Anonymous Million Mask March.
I was trying to get some work done and I ended up having a conversation with someone who is going through it right now. We started to laugh and swap struggle stories because everybody has them and sometimes? We realize a good deal of us are having it at the same time. After my conversation, I was trying to have a moment alone with God to reflect on the things in my own life I need His hand in and all the sudden He said, “My word shall not return to me void, remind them of that.” Well now here’s where it might get weird for some of you that don’t have a relationship with God. Unfortunately at this stage of the game I no longer have time to impress you, their simply isn’t time. The word I am going to release over all who read this is coming directly from the mouth of The Lord and anyone who knows Him, will attest to what I say because He will confirm it in them.
There are some of you that have pretended and fooled many, but you have not fooled Him and there are some of you who never even bothered to try. Judgement begins at the house. Every false prophet, every individual that uses the name of the Lord but their hearts are far from Him, and every person who has been responsible for leading anyone astray is due to reap exactly what the Lord see’s fit because His judgments are righteous. Most American’s have stood by and done nothing while they stripped God from this nation. God will not force Himself somewhere He is not welcome. For those of you who have suffered but yet were obedient to the unction of the Lord and have done the things He has spoken to you even when it has cost you everything time and time again, He wants you to be reminded right now that “So shall my word be that goes forth from my mouth IT SHALL NOT return to Me VOID. But it SHALL accomplish what I please and it SHALL PROSPER in the thing for which I sent it” (Isaiah 55:11 NKJV) He is coming but before He does, He is going to give life to the words He has spoken over you and your life. The promises that God has spoken to you or over you are going to begin to manifest themselves in such a way that it can never be credited to anyone else’s doing. This time will be great, but it will be short ” 30Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 31And He will send His angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together His elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.” (Matthew 24:30 I encourage you to read the entire chapter).
He is coming quickly. Choose this day in whom you serve. ” 37But as the days of Noah were, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be.38For as in the days before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, 39and did not know until the flood came and took them all away, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 40Then two men will be in the field: one will be taken and the other left. 41Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken and the other left. 42Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord is coming. 43But know this, that if the master of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into.44Therefore you also be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.”
The cycle of relational healing is very similar to the cycle of grieving when someone dies. Unfortunately, many people do not take the time to properly heal before getting into another relationship and then 2 or 3 relationships later, they can’t figure out what’s wrong. Too bad relationships aren’t like taking an exam for a license where you’re forced to wait at least 90-days before taking the test again.
Let’s take a look at the stages of grief as it relates to death (some sites will show you 4, 5, or 7 steps but it’s all basically the same):
1. SHOCK & DENIAL-
You will probably react to learning of the loss with numbed disbelief. You may deny the reality of the loss at some level, in order to avoid the pain. Shock provides emotional protection from being overwhelmed all at once. This may last for weeks.
2. PAIN & GUILT-
As the shock wears off, it is replaced with the suffering of unbelievable pain. Although excruciating and almost unbearable, it is important that you experience the pain fully, and not hide it, avoid it or escape from it with alcohol or drugs.
You may have guilty feelings or remorse over things you did or didn’t do with your loved one. Life feels chaotic and scary during this phase.
3. ANGER & BARGAINING-
Frustration gives way to anger, and you may lash out and lay unwarranted blame for the death on someone else. Please try to control this, as permanent damage to your relationships may result. This is a time for the release of bottled up emotion.
You may rail against fate, questioning “Why me?” You may also try to bargain in vain with the powers that be for a way out of your despair (“I will never drink again if you just bring him back”)
4. “DEPRESSION”, REFLECTION, LONELINESS-
Just when your friends may think you should be getting on with your life, a long period of sad reflection will likely overtake you. This is a normal stage of grief, so do not be “talked out of it” by well-meaning outsiders. Encouragement from others is not helpful to you during this stage of grieving.
During this time, you finally realize the true magnitude of your loss, and it depresses you. You may isolate yourself on purpose, reflect on things you did with your lost one, and focus on memories of the past. You may sense feelings of emptiness or despair.
5. THE UPWARD TURN-
As you start to adjust to life without your dear one, your life becomes a little calmer and more organized. Your physical symptoms lessen, and your “depression” begins to lift slightly.
6. RECONSTRUCTION & WORKING THROUGH-
As you become more functional, your mind starts working again, and you will find yourself seeking realistic solutions to problems posed by life without your loved one. You will start to work on practical and financial problems and reconstructing yourself and your life without him or her.
7. ACCEPTANCE & HOPE-
During this, the last of the seven stages in this grief model, you learn to accept and deal with the reality of your situation. Acceptance does not necessarily mean instant happiness. Given the pain and turmoil you have experienced, you can never return to the carefree, untroubled YOU that existed before this tragedy. But you will find a way forward. You will start to look forward and actually plan things for the future. Eventually, you will be able to think about your lost loved one without pain; sadness, yes, but the wrenching pain will be gone. You will once again anticipate some good times to come, and yes, even find joy again in the experience of living.
You may think it’s crazy to compare it to death but think about it… the ending of a relationship, marriage, or family when love is involved it is a death. It’s a relational death. I know I am not the only person in this world who has experienced every single one of these things during the course of a divorce. When a relationship is breaking apart there are all of the surface parts in play and also the spiritual that many ignore. When you join yourself to another person (even if you only do it once) you become one flesh physically and in the spirit. When that bond is severed, there is unseen emotional and spiritual damage that has been done and needs time to heal. If you do not take time to complete this process? You are setting yourself up for failure and why set your self up if you want to have a relationship that is meaningful again? A lot of divorcees “jump the gun”. I have seen time and time again, folks not even divorced yet and they hop into another relationship because they’re so accustomed to being married that they immediately look for a routine or structure to put themselves back into. Nine times out of ten rebound relationships fail.
Being single is not a disease. We have got to take the time to love ourselves, especially those of us with children who are absorbing everything we do, and everything we don’t do. Don’t worry about what people think or appearances, those things don’t make or break you. God gave you a life that He wants you to live abundantly, especially in love.
On September 3, 2014 when the iPhone Siri predicted “closing the gates of Hades” , Rise of the Phoenix was released. This EP is available for free download via datpiff.com
I figured since it is the eve of Rise of the Phoenix, I mine as well release this track. This is the unreleased “7th Trumpet” from the “7th Trumpet 26 Project” I launched through Battlegrownd Entertainment in 2013. (for more info search in this blog’s search bar 7th Trumpet 26 Project).
This version features an unreleased 3rd verse of mine I recorded a year after the original project was launched. I have learned over the course of this that it’s best to do what you’re supposed to do the first time around (I’m talking to myself), other wise you end up taking 40-years to make an 11-day trip.
Stay tuned, tomorrow Rise of the Phoenix drops in full!
I am beside myself right now that Rise of the Phoenix will drop in full on this coming Wednesday September 3, 2014 the same day the Siri iPhone predicted the “gates of Hades close”. For a better understanding of how we incorporated the Siri predictions into our (Hell Razah Music, Inc) releases over the course of 2014, most def check out the Rise of the Phoenix promo video below and it explains it all!
People keep asking why I chose the name “Rise of the Phoenix”, and for those of you who have followed this blog since 2013 you know it was a concept I adapted to myself as an artist back then. It started with the X-Men actually (hence the Jean Gray references in my music). I speak very freely about what I’ve lived through because if I don’t it would kill me and if I do, you run the risk of people calling you nuts but nobody likes everyone anyway so who cares? But the more important part is, if what you say helps one person? It’s worth it. About 15 years ago a huge shift happened in my life personally, up until then I didn’t know the Lord and didn’t even think He existed. I was actually a practicing witch. Tarot cards, crystal balls, spell casting, astral projection, demons the whole nine yards. You name it? I prolly did it. Then one day…. the rest is history in the making because I’m still a work in progress. The part that stands out to me most was a very dear friend sat me down one day and said “You are so gifted and talented, you’re going to be awesome… no matter what side you serve.” From that moment on I could no longer live the life I was living and I made a decision in the wee hours of the night to at least TRY Christ because quite honestly, I had nothing left to lose. This in no way, shape or form means I’m perfect, flawless, or that you will see a blinking halo over my head. It does though make me an expert on death and rebirth. Every single person has ways or things about themselves that need to die. When you die to these you can be reborn in these things. Rise of the Phoenix is symbolic of my personal death and rebirth.
I’d like to say thank you to everyone that has helped work on this project and those that have supported it, especially my GGO family! Rise of the Phoenix will be available for free download via datpiff.com 9/3.
Here is the 2nd single released today; “Mrs. Maccabee Rider (uh-oh)
WATCH “Rise of the Phoenix” promo video!
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